"I love you too."
Those simple words had changed my life forever. Once they had escaped from my lips, everything changed. The good thing is it changed for the better. I think that my boyfriend really did love me when he said it. I could feel it in my heart and hear it in his voice. I knew that something special were to come of this relationship. This is the feeling I had when we went too far.
I ended up in the hospital to early and I was scared, he was scared. I was not supposed to be here but yet we were. The only question I kept asking to myself was, "Why me, why me, please help me through this, God, please help us all through it." Just by the look on the doctor's face, I knew that this wasn't going to be the happily ever after I had wished for and dreamt about practically my whole entire life. This was going to be one hard bump to overcome in my life. Still, I wondered how my boyfriend was taking all this as he stood there and waited for all the bad in the room just to go away, after all I wasn't in this alone. He would always be there for me but right now it wasn't about us.
This wasn't supposed to happen but I'm here, my boyfriend is here at my side. I still "love him too" but you know whose not here? My baby.
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